“VMI: The Walls”
(End
of First Day of “Rat” Year, 1964)
21 May 2003
I have made it to “taps”.
I have seen,
out of the corners of my eyes,
some,
who did not.
I can not sleep.
A day of too much
and a day of too little.
Too hot to sleep.
Too tired to sleep.
I wonder, “Is this for me?”
“Do I want this?”
“Can I do this?”
Eyes closed.
Eyes open.
Directly over Jackson’s Arch,
I stare out at the parade field.
The cannons.
The statue.
All is quiet now.
Peaceful.
I must sleep.
I turn towards the wall
and find it
cool.
Old.
I feel how old it is and
how many
many
have been here before me.
The walls do not insult,
do not
command.
They seem to accept me
and the heat of my body.
Strong old walls.
I like them.
I will be like them.
Strong and cool.
I drift off to sleep.